Chapter 102
Lu Yao's heart inexplicably poured out a sense of shame, in front of him, embarrassment and embarrassment have no escape.
"Who wants to go with you to the Civil Affairs Bureau? Is there any difference between remarriage and taking care of me? Do you want to give me some dignity in another way, or do you want me to never lift my head in front of you in the future? "
"Lu Yao!" Shao Yunchen took her stubborn temperament completely out of the way, tightening the eyebrows faintly revealed a trace of urgency.
Why does she always maliciously understand his intentions?
Is he so untrustworthy?
With a sudden effort, he pulled her whole body into his arms and hugged her tightly. He bit his teeth and said, "you can't remarry or accept my help. But I don't want you to knock out these two children."
Lu Yao was stunned by her sudden warmth, but she still did not speak.
She's hesitating, this time it's true.
Before how much determination to give birth to children, will take care of them, but now have been hit by reality.
She can take care of two children by herself, but she can't leave her parents alone.
And the only bottom line that can't be touched is him.
Shao Yunchen looked down at the woman's face in her arms. Her face was expressionless and had no focal length. She felt a slight pain in her heart. Her handsome face was close to her, almost sticking to her forehead. The hoarse voice squeezed out from the thin lips seemed to be stained with a trace of prayer, "Lu Yao."
He knew that once she made a decision, it was hard to change, and he couldn't keep it if she didn't want the child.
Lu Yao suddenly opens her eyes and looks at him unexpectedly.
The man that put down the posture of the appearance, although only in the tone, but still let her heart a shock.
He Begging her?
The heart is complicated, not taste.
She didn't give up the two unborn children, but why didn't he think about it for her? Can she accept the choices he gave?
The road to remarriage simply can't go, his identity around her is embarrassing, those so-called help also turned into charity, she no matter how hard it is to accept.
She lowered her eyes a little painfully and covered her eyes. She murmured, "Shao Yunchen, you go back. I'm in a mess now. Can you let me think about it?"
Shao Yunchen hugged her, and his strength was so strong that he almost cut her off. His warm thin lips rubbed against her ears. His voice was hoarse to the extreme, and his tone became tough. "Lu Yao, this child also has my share. You can't make a decision for me."
He didn't want her to regret, and he didn't want to regret himself. Moreover, the child was also a bond. Without it, there would be no connection between them.
"What's your share? We're divorced now. I'll decide whether we're born or not." Lu Yao was angry, a little impatient, and struggled violently.
Shao Yunchen frowned. No matter how she struggled, she would not let go. Her fingers were hooked on her chin, and in a flash, she kissed heavily.
With angry kisses, rough, no tenderness, as if to rub her into the bone marrow.
Lu Yao's limbs are not confined, completely unable to make the force, shaking his head refused, frowning uncomfortable.
"Well..."
Lu Yao struggled with the strength of her whole body. Her fingers clenched into fists. Her fingernails were almost clasped into the palm of her hand. The blue veins on her delicate wrist were protruding, as if to be broken in the next second.
At the last moment when she almost broke away, she didn't think about it. She slapped him in the face of the wind.
"Pa!"
A very clear slap went through the room.
Lu Yao's whole body trembled, his forehead seemed to be sweating. His lips were red, swollen and trembling. His breathing was so short that his palms were still faintly numb. He looked at him with wide eyes.
Shao Yunchen also in that slap a moment to sober up, return to reason, but the facial expression on handsome face is extremely stiff, pause a few seconds, low voice, "sorry."
"Go away!"
Lu Yao didn't seem to hear. She took back her hand and hugged her. Her strength was just used up. Her voice was as light as flocculent.
The man was flustered, "Yao..."
"I'll let you go!"
The man's face white, complex looking at her, thin lips gradually tight, pause for a few seconds, or stand up, silent left.
As soon as the door closed, Lu Yao lowered her eyes. Her tears fell on her clothes. She soon disappeared. Her expression was painful and hopeless.
……
Waiting for the approval document of medical parole, Lu Yao stayed with her mother in the hospital for two days.
During this period, Shao Yunchen came twice and was rejected by Lu Yao. Lu's mother did not know what happened that night. Although she did not understand, she did not ask much.
Xiang Dongnan also came several times, but because of his identity, he was stopped outside by the prison guards. Lu Yao saw him but also refused his good intentions.
On the third day, another person came, Zhou Linlin, whom Lu Yao had never expected.
They were sitting on a bench in the corridor chatting.
"How do you know about my dad's going to the hospital?" She didn't tell anyone else.Zhou Linlin immediately said with a thin anger: "your father's matter on the news, you also said, if I didn't see it on the news, would you have been hiding it from me?"
"On the news?" Lu Yao's face changed.
She has been in the hospital for the past few days, did not go anywhere, no mood to brush her mobile phone, did not go to see any news.
"Well, however, since it is known by the authorities, you should be able to approve the parole soon. Don't worry. " Zhou Linlin comforted her. Then she took out a card from her purse and put it in her palm. "This is 200000 yuan. I borrowed some from my friends. I know you are in a hurry now. You can hold on for a while. I don't care about the others. Don't be polite to me. "
"200000?" Lu Yao was a little shocked and quickly refused, "no, this is too much. I still have a little operation cost. I can't use so much. You can take half and give it to me."
"Oh, come on, what's more? What's more? You need money at any time, and..." She hesitated and looked at her with a dignified and serious look. "I don't want you to give up these two children because of the difficult situation now. There's nothing that can't survive the difficult things in life, but they are really gone You have to think about it clearly. I don't want you to regret it later. "
Zhou Linlin said, gently put her hand on her abdomen.
Lu Yao looked down, silent down, heavily biting his lips, eyes endure struggle and pain.
"Lin..."
Zhou Linlin frowned. Seeing her like this, she couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart. She stretched out her arms and gently comforted her, "I know, I know. You love your child and you love him, but you have to It's all right, and I. if you don't want to owe them any favor, don't go out with me. "
Love children and love them Those words, instantly let Lu Yao's eyes hot, as if finally met a person can understand her mind, understand her everything.